This morning was a little crazy.  I had been up a couple times during the night with the boys.  Grandma had gotten up with them in the morning so I could get some sleep.  They were all taken care of and happy, so Grandma got in the shower.  Within minutes, they were not just fussing, but screaming.  So, Mom was up anyway.  They have a favorite lambie toy (pictured here).  I had to make them both bottles so I positioned them so they both could see lambie.  Darius was rather perturbed by that.  But it kept Brenner happy long enough for me to get bottles made.

The last couple days have been a reminder for me that we are in it for the long haul.  Brenner has been sad and startling easy for "no real reason".  As things heal, they are going to be changing and even that is going to be hard for him.  But then this morning he was smiling and cooing at me again and I know no matter what, we are going to make it to the other side of this.